Thursday, September 25, 2008
you wake up in the morning getting ready to start your day. you get dressed, eat your breakfast and take care of your business at home and then its off to work. once you arrive at your job, you start to do your normal day to day activities. you get good and settled and then are asked to come in for a meeting once you have finished up whatever it was that you were working on. so you have completed all of your work for that moment and then go into the meeting. while the door is wide open you see two people that you know and those two people arent the one's you are used to conducting meetings with so you sit down. no happy faces just a hi, how are you doing today? you reply in the normal most expected way, im good and you? well we have some bad news and yes here it comes! well we are eliminitating your position but we have this nice little packet for you here. so you think to yourself DAMN!! AINT THIS SOME BULLSHIT!! LOL well do you know the feeling of being laid off your job? please tell me! lol (thank GOD i have little back up plans) SOUTHERN CALIFORNIA IF YOU NEED A NOTARY PLEASE LET ME KNOW. IM HERE AND IM 24 HOURS 7 DAYS A WEEK!! EMAIL ME FACIALEXPRESSIONSBYASH@GMAIL.COM
Sunday, September 14, 2008
ITS BEEN SO LONG......SINCE I HAVE POSTED ANYTHING! I HAVE BEEN DOING WELL OVER THE PAST COUPLE OF WEEKS. BUT I HAVE A SLIGHT DILEMMA THAT I AM TRYING TO DEALING WITH.....AND OF COURSE ITS DEALING WITH GUYS. I LIKE THIS GUY AND WE HAVE BEEN FRIENDS FOR ABOUT 2 OR 3 YRS NOW. THIS GUY AND I ARE INVOLVED IN A CASUAL FRIENDS WITH BENEFITS SITUATION BUT WE SHARE A MUTUAL FRIEND THAT LIKES ME BUT DOESN'T KNOW THAT WE HAVE HAD SOMETHING GOING ON FOR THE PAST 2 YRS. ITS NOT OFTEN THAT OUR "FWB" RELATIONS GO DOWN BUT ITS ALWAYS BEEN THERE AND I HIGHLY DOUBT ITS GOING ANYWHERE ANYTIME SOON. SO THE LAST TIME WE ALL WERE HANGING OUT THE FRIEND THAT LIKES ME WAS ALL OVER ME RIGHT IN FRONT OF THE GUY THAT I HAVE RELATIONS WITH. IT SEEMED TO BOTHER HIM AND IT MADE ME UNCOMFORTABLE BECAUSE ITS LIKE HE NEEDS TO KNOW WHATS GOING ON. I DON'T WANT TO TELL HIM AND HE GETS MAD AT MY FRIEND BECAUSE THEY ARE REALLY CLOSE BUT I WANT TO TELL HIM. I HAVE TO FIND SOME TIME TO SIT MY "FWB" DOWN AND TALK TO HIM ABOUT THE SITUATION. I HAVE ASKED HIM IF IT BOTHERS HIM AND OF COURSE HE SAYS NO ( AND I ONLY THINK HE SAYS NO BECAUSE WE AREN'T IN A COMMITTED RELATIONSHIP TO EA. OTHER) BUT I THINK IT DOES BOTHER HIM. HE CALLED ME THE FOLLOWING DAY ASKING WHAT WAS WRONG WITH THE OTHER GUY.....SO I THINK IT DOES BOTHER HIM. SO WHAT SHOULD I DO? I'M OPEN FOR COMMENTS PEOPLE SO PLEASE HELP ME OUT!!!